Wow! It feels great to be back, after nearly two months...I feel like a bird, flying free in the sky..
The wedding on 21/5/2007, monday at guruvayoor was great!!! I gave away a slice of my life to santosh. As I did that, there was a lot of confusion, about who will give the hand of the bride as there is no father...( a small doubt crosses my mind as I write this...is the mother a good enough person to hand a daughter away to her love, or you need a breed of any random MALE, to do that). Have I committed a big crime if I defied their dictates of not letting me give nimi's hand to santosh..at least the priest who performed the wedding didnt mind..he told me to do just that and I did.
Now dont tell me I am making mountains out of mole hills...no I am not..atleast I dont think so...
Mohan was everywhere then...I had him with me...I have saved a bunch of his hair and nails which I carry with me where ever I go. Nimi held on to it fast, as the mangalsutra was being tied...what little we have of his physical being we carried with us...and we shared the moment with him thus.
Back in coimbatore, I feel like a new person...time is a great companion...reading is one of the lost hobbies, I found somewhere in one carton, I carried from mumbai.
I dont miss mumbai at all...that is a great comfort...and am thriving in all the love that awaited me here.
It feels great to know I havent changed a bit...had lost myself somewhere in the crowded mumbai locals...
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