There is an overcrowding in my brain these days...the thoughts are so intermingled that it is impossible to put them in order...however I chose to ignore them and move forward..
Last week amma was'nt too well...suddenly I realised what she means to me...it was a revelation..we tend to take our parents for granted..thinking, they will be beside us always.. that there is a chance ,of her not being near me at anytime ,scared the hell out of me..I felt quite alone..as if I was blind folded and am going down a deep hole or something...
I surfaced only after confirming that all's well with her..and she would still be there for ever...haha, I can vent my feelings thru her...ME THE SELFISH!!!
I feel confident that there is someone watching out for me...as things unfold, I get goosepimples sometimes...If I let nature take its course I find that there is someone making it easy for me...it is very subtle thing... but being aware I am can sense it..and its a great satisfaction..
All's set for the Wedding... slowly we are moving towards the D DAY...am filled with mixed feelings...but comforted all the same that we have come this far...
Hope and pray that the new year vishu...today will bring in the much needed contentment in everyone's lives...
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