She has been always like this...a little too sensitive health wise...A perfect life otherwise.
She has been sick many times in life and I was the life guard that she held on to...Like a strong rock I used to be around her to be her support.
Today as I write this I feel helpless...she is lying in the hospital and the so called rock is away in another corner...She is well looked after, but what about me????Today broke another misconception I had about myself. I feel I am needed, by them but the reverse is more than true i guess...I need the support of my supporting them for my survival...
I have to learn to live..I taught them to be alone, but failed to learn the lesson myself...what an irony...So life teaches these simple lessons for our own good..
I had mine today...
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