As the day is getting closer, am filled with trepidation! Hope everything goes well......I watch these silly soaps on tv and see all the unwanted things happening...and like a fool worry over nothing.....
Mohan while he was very sick, and a few days before he passed on, spoke to me on Nimi's marriage. He said, he wished he were alive to see his daughter getting married......I didnt know what to tell him then....was a mute witness to the sad event..
Today when I am getting ready to print the invitation card...I thought why not make him alive in that....in my own selfish way...I will make him stay with me to invite everyone thru the invite......
Is it too much to ask???????
I am told the society will mind....will it???
society never failed to hurt me..when I was denied the kumkum in the puja's that I attended...
No one bothered to find out if we were eating properly all these years when I struggled to bring the kids up...no one bothered to find out if there was money to pay the fees...
but now......that I just want to put his name with me in the invite.....is it a crime???
I loathe this...and wish I wasnt subjected to this....day in and day out....
why do they not live and let live....
